Will you witness me?

Joy Hansen's picture

Will anyone witness me?

I am feeling sad, lonely, and lost.

The mind chatter says, he doesn't love me. the mc says i'll always be alone, the mc says he likes her better, the mc says see i always get hurt, the mc says he'll just hurt me, the mc says they always do, the mc says i have no idea what i'm doing, the mc says i should move, the mc says this sucks, the mc says i'm never going to like anyone again, the mc says im fucking crazy, the mc says this is ridiculous, the mc says i'm never falling in love, the mc says i was so strong, the mc says he'll hurt me, the mc says i can't be strong and be with a man, the mc says i'm alone, the mc says he's a player, the mc says i'm a bad judge of character, the mc says i have to get to him first, the mc says there isn't enough, the mc says i don't know what to do, the mc says i'll never be able to love the way i want to, the mc says i'll never be fulfilled, the mc says i need a coach, the mc says i need help, the mc says i have nothing to give, the mc says i try to hard, the mc says i just want to be loved, the mc says why can't people go deep, the mc says why can't i go deep, the mc says i totally have what I want and im freaking out because of it, the mc says it's scary, the mc says what if it doesn't look like i want, the mc says what if he falls is love with someone else, the mc says what if i can't handle it, the mc says im crazy, the mc says im living in a fantasy world, the mc says im totally making it up that he even likes me, the mc says i've already been with him forever, the mc says this life is crazy, the mc says ... i'm done.

Will you breathe with me?

Thank you!

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Thank you.

Becca's picture

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. . . . I'm breathing. are you?

I love you and your MC!

Becca

THANK YOU! I'm

Joy Hansen's picture

THANK YOU!

I'm breathing...

xo